Stupid girl

Dear Diary,

Jenny, after 2 days, he didn't call, neither did he sleep home, do you think he still care about you? Why are you still thinking of him, such a stupid girl.

Do you still remember when he flirted with Zara, he turned off his mobile and he didn't want to talk with you on the phone when you could reach him. It was just the same as he was in circulo. Even if you were crying, he didn't give a damn to you. Jenny, I know you still love him so much, but you have to wake up. He doesn't love you as you think. He doesn't care about you. Even if you are kicked out by your parents, he wouldn't even concern.

Now, you realise the truth, and you understand what relationship you want, it's time to leave everything. This time since you lost all the money to him, you can't just buy a ticket and go because you still owed your parents money. To be responsible, you shouldn't go anywhere before you clear the debt. But in my mind, I am pretty clear where I will be going, I have chosen a place to stay for life. I thought once I would live happily in Hong Kong with Peppe to build a wonderful family, but it's not coming true. Jen, how long do you need to recover this time?

From now on, you devote yourself to work and work and work, it would be much easier to forget your pain. It's a good chance for you to become one of the core member of business committee for the HK labor department, you would make a lot of business contact and earn a lot of experience. Put down the old story, start your life.

Love, Jen